kadang2 kita harapkan pelangi semasa kemarau :)

okay ... lama nyer x buat entry .. bukan x nak buat tp x de kesempatan waktu .. okay its already almost 6 months staying in PAHANG ni .. syukur .. sedar x sedar nana mampu nak hadapi semua ni .. 6 bulan dh ... time first month tu memang drop study .. x der mood asyik teringatkan kwn kat SABAH jer .. lepas nana dh fly sini ... jealous when i saw ..the picture that being taken ..nana x der ... rasa sgt kehilangan .. umi x marah nana drop sebab dia kata nana x serasi lg .. maybe .. mula 2 sekolah kat bandar kerayong .. tp lepas ustazah tu tau nana ex-sekolah agama .. ambik syariah and quran-sunnah .. dia suruh nana pindah .. so here i am kat SMK SERI BERA ~ memang moody on the first month .. blaja pon malas ...ye lar .. dtg trus masok hostel .. cant accept the fact ..kalo umi visit on weekend .. nana mesti nangis .. nak pindah .. forget that im already 16 not 13 .. but allhamdulilah nana dah bleh terima keadaan and the fact that this is REALITY not DREAM or NIGHTMARE :) nana pon bleh terima dh bahasa arab tu ... but still step by step .. baru jer selasa lalu habis  end year test .. so next step is to getting ready to having SPM for next year .. so terpaksa postpone nak visit SABAH since nana kena catch all those science stream subject yg memang nana byk ketinggalan sbb dulu ambik lukisan kejuruteraan ..kat sekolah tu x der ssubject tu .. kalo nana sedih umi akan kata mcm ni .. NANA !! LOOK AT THE WALL kertas mahjong yg kena tampal tu .. all those is your friends handwriting giving you courage and determination to go on ... so nana x leh kalah sekarang :) she alaways by my side .. thanks umi  .. so then step by step .. by hook or by cook ..i must accept everything that happen around ..meeting new friend .. yes!! maybe they are not the same as my old friend .. but it wasn't a mistake for giving chance to enlarge the circle of friendship ... (TOUCHING2 PLAK MALAM NI ) kadang2 nangis tengok kertas mahjong yg besar yg kena tampal ni ... rindu korang sgt ... lepas spm .. maybe nana dtg :) maksud nana kadang2 kita harapkan pelangi semasa kemarau tu ...  kadang2 nana harap sgt korang ada kat sini .. CHEERS ME UP .. i meant in front of me beside in phone ..